So as a natural blabbermouth even to my own deep secrets I guess it's out in the open to most now on my planned future. Needless to say I'm not happy about the incoming competition. But hey, it's a free country (almost, anyway) and anyone is eligible to join.

My uncle told me if I were really serious, I should probably pay the Bahasa Institute Teikyo a visit, but I'm not so sure. It requires you to spend about a year and a half doing some Pre-U course learning god-knows-what. On the other hand, the program I want to go on is also considered another waste of time - to others anyway. Spend one year in a foreign country away from friends and family with a family of strangers in the middle of Godknowswhere. Plus, it aint cheap coming in at RM23 000 if I don't get a scholarship. A scholarship I don't think I'll qualify for. Hmmm hmmm hmmm. I have until April to finish my essay and make a decision.

I hate growing up and I hate people who can't make their own decisions. Funny, my mother was telling me about her making my decisions for me this morning. At this point I don't care and ignoring her.
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Going to KLCC and Central Market tomorrow with Rachel for souvenir shopping. We're going via LRT and meeting with Vivian, Ale and some others in Central Market. Hopefully, we won't meet any snatch-thieves/kidnappers/rapists/terrorists on the way. And oh, I'm roping my uncle in to help me make my Japan flag for the program thing. Tehehe. AND HE BOUGHT HANAKIMI! Even when I didn't ask for it! Lucky thing I didn't finish the drama last year else it would be a waste of money. This also means I need to finish Nodame Cantabile he bought last month.

Takuma Mizumoto we're waiting for you. ;D



BTW; isn't irritating when someone gives you their view even when you don't ask for it? Sometimes it's a good thing but when you come off as a know-it-all with no experience and evidence and whatnot, don't open your trap and tell me what to do. YOU are not involved. YOU are not a member. YOU were only included because you decided to beg and be an outsider that nobody actually needed because some of us are doing our jobs. Hmm? OK. Good. There's a girl in school whom I wish would diaf right now. Seriously, I hate her that much. Everytime I dream of what it would be like if she died in a car crash and how life would be much better without her but hey, we weren't close in the beginning no matter how much I tried so, sometimes some people just don't matter. Ala Skins, Cassie said, "Nasty people don't count."

Woah, what a lengthy and texty post. I needed to get things off my chest.

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