It's been exactly one month since we last laid eyes on each other. I can still remember the way I screamed your name; the way you turned around slowly to bless me with your pearly white smile when I touched you. Did you feel it? Did you feel our connection too? I remember touching your skin; soft and smooth like a babies', springy but firm. I looked into your eyes then. But before I knew it, our connection was gone. Till this very day, I will forever keep this memory close to my heart. In times of need and desperation, I will think of this and keep that smile on my face. Because of a man. Because of you.



































































I don't know what came over me. *bangs head*

Labels: bunch of nonsense, FT Island

Wanted to blog this prior to LOVEJUICE, but stalled a little. Anyway, my weekend was great. T'was my uncle's birthday ( the cool one) and we decided to go to Bangsar for dim sum lunch. Had dessert in alexis, a place that has greatly improved since the last time I went. which was years ago.

Tiramisu, pecan pie and berry meringue.

Lol, what an awful shot. Handphone cams really aren't flattering.
I must add something here. Even though it my uncle's birthday it kind of turned out to be my early one too.

OMONA, PEOPLE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOK!!!!!!


XD! KAT-TUN 2008/4 - 2009/3 CALENDAR!!
The very same one I was staring at in Kinokuniya just a few weeks before grumbling why it costs freaking RM106.


Posing in uniform just because...

Not only does it come with a planner, it also comes with an eco bag! Not to sound like a biased fangirl but I think KAT-TUN's one is the best. Arashi and NEWS and other bands all had bonuses like a recipe book (wtf, yeah), and calendars that can also be coasters. BUT! Think about it, what with food prices rising and who uses coasters these days anyway? KAT-TUN has decided to address world pollution by jumping on the bandwagon and producing their own environmental and fangirl friendly eco bag suitable for your everyday use. So now we fangirls can look good, trendy AND save the environment as well! Just what Al Gore ordered innit? Safe! xD



The calendar does make one feel as if they're looking at porn though...


I've said it and I'll say it again :
MY UNCLE >>>>>>> YOURS. (unless yours in filthy rich)
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Huda gave me some peacock feathers on Sports Day. Such pretty things.
Right, back to listening to LOVEJUICE. xD Totally addicted to it now. GAWD JIN.

Her sexy and burning eyes
My hands on her hips as we grind
She whispered and I said, "No, no"
I can tell you want me too every time I think of you
Your lips so sweet, get next to you
I can taste your sweet lovejuice.


LOVEJUICE: Interpret it however you like. Indeed.

Labels: Bishounen, fangirling, FIERCE BITCHES, KAT-TUN, Kazuya, presents

I no longer know what to think of KAT-TUN.

other than...

OMFG I LOVE THEEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMMMMMMM.

Man, them Koreans may be able to dance and come up with catchy beats but KAT-TUN can dance, come up with catchy beats and come up with song titles like LOVEJUICE.

I KID YOU NOT.

Just when I thought they couldn't get better (refer to other posts before this; Kame in eyeliner!) and this turns up. WHOAAAWHOAAAWHOAA.

Speaking of that though, I don't want to know what lovejuice Jin is singing about. Really. And did I mention the whole song is in English? I'm sorry, Engrish.

I can hardly make out what the fella is singing, let alone a Japanese schoolgirl. She probably thinks Jin is all kakoii and cool singing in English nobody fluent can understand.

I'm making out words like, "grind" and "lovejuice" and "explode". Uhm...>.>

Want to find out yourself? Download it here: Akanishi Jin - LOVEJUICE.

Prepare to be so turned on UNTIL YOU EXCRETE LOVEJUICE. ;D

Labels: fangirling, KAT-TUN, Kazuya

Jackie Chan can't speak/narrate in English for toffee. He is seriously that bad. Instead of staying back and helping Ness for her auditions today omma wanted me to follow her to the Gardens to collect the pants she reserved in Marks and Spencer. -_-'' Knowing it was going to take awhile (she wanted to go grocery shopping also double -_-'') appa and I went to watch The Forbidden Kingdom.

Conclusion: If you like typical Chinese kung fu movie fares, then go ahead and watch it. If you are the type to easily get bored with all the "haiyahs!" and "FUUUAHS!" then don't watch it. If you can stand Jackie Chan's terrible and inarticulate English; kudos to you. It was pretty much your typical boys finds magic staff, boy goes to Ancient China, boy is on mission, boy meets cool friends who can do kung fu, boys becomes good at kung fu, boy beats bad guy, everything is alright in the end, YAY.

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It's the 25th of April. I'm getting worried already; why haven't they contacted us about our applications yet?!

And refunds.... I don't even want to think about it.

Labels: bunch of nonsense

Valentine’s Day boy AJOO was invited to perform at the anniversary concert of “Advance Radio,” which is a subsidiary of Channel V Thailand, on the 27th at the Central World in Bangkok, Thailand. AJOO is the only South Korean singer invited to the event and he will be performing his debut song “First Kiss” and “Alarm 6:00″ during the concert.

On the 26th and 28th, AJOO is scheduled to have newspaper, magazine, TV and radio interviews and also TV guest appearances. On the 29th, AJOO will have a press conference and fan meeting at the Siam Discovery Center.

Channel V Thailand cameras will also be following AJOO while in Thailand and the captured videos are scheduled to be aired in a special program.

AJOO returns to Korea on May 1.

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Just when things can't get any worse, seems like AJOO is going to Thailand as well! Holy crap I'm so effing mighty pissed/bitter/sad/depressed/emo over this. WHY ARE THAI FANS SO SO SO SO BLOODY LUCKY?!?!?!

First, F.T. Island had a successful fan meeting AND concert PLUS they are revisiting Thailand AGAIN in MAY, then there's the Wonder Girls who are also going in MAY, and now...AJOO. And let's not forget KAT-TUN who have vacationed in Thailand. Who's next?? GIRLS GENERATION? SS501? ARASHI? HUH??? HUH/?!?!?!!?!?

I love Thailand but this is really too much. What makes Thailand a better destination than Malaysia?? *sob* They have more transgenders? Better food? Hospitality? Language? Holiday resorts? Cheap items? Beautiful landscape? More fans?

WHAT. TELL ME WHAT. I HAVE A GREAT URGE TO HATE THAILAND RIGHT NOW BUT I CAN'T.

Because I love Thailand too. : (
Better malls, better transport, better food, better shopping, better people, better(& more) shops.

I'm not making myself feel any better, am I? Argh, forget this post. See you in Thailand Ajoo, hope you have a wonderful time and PLEASE PLEASE COME TO MALAYSIA!! I will go to your fan meeting, showcase and everything!!!!!!!!!

YOU KNOW WHAT, MAYBE I SHOULD DO EVENT MANAGEMENT.

Labels: bunch of nonsense, depression

To my appa,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

- Your filial daughter.


To me, you've always been the best albeit irritating at times. I know you love me when you're willing to spend half of a thousand dollars just so I can enjoy one of the best night's of my life. When you go to Thailand walk into a record shop only to remember that you forgot to ask me what bands I like and decide to get mangoes in lieu of CD's, when you flew to Korea and specifically asked the giggling girls at the information counter who thought you were a pervert who likes DBSK and Super Junior until you told them it was for your daughter, when you agree to drive me at 8 a.m. in the morning just so I can experience one of THE BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.

(Gosh, i am pretty good at turning everything to me)

So anyway, cheers to my dad. Or my appa as I like to say. :D


What? It's catchy.

I would like to start off this post by stating that Malacca is an overrated tourist trap. Everything in Malacca (minus this heritage buildings and chicken rice balls) I can find in KL - and better. Petaling Street > Jonker Street. Pavilion + KLCC + One Utama + the Curve + etc >> Mahkota Parade.

And seriously, we drove 2 hours+ to go to a freaking Animal Safari/Zoo. It's bad enough that I don't really like animals, but the poor things are exploited and not given freedom. Not to mention that their enclosures were pretty pathetic looking. And I had to sit through 30 minutes of a very sad elephant show. I love elephants, but not when they are doing things they should not naturally be doing, ie: standing on two hind legs for an overweight "ranger" to climb on its forehead.

Really, how liberating.

At least our accommodation for the night was not to bad. It was clean, pretty well-maintained and spacious enough for 10 people. Not too shabby, I can't complain. Hiew Lam and I shared a bed while Ale and Debbie were in the next one. For the first time, Ale was not the one bumping into people at night.





When we got to Jonker Street (overrated), Hiew Lam and I pretty much ran away from our group and went to eat...:

CHICKEN RICE BALLS!


Don't play play okay, the shop we randomly chose was actually a pretty famous place. We sat next to this wall where they displayed every famous customer. There was 5566, Miss Malaysia, and even Mayday ( 五月天 ). Sadly though, it didn't include the "Ho Chiak!" crew. xD
Stadhuys.
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Gah, haven't been blogging much. Been putting off alot of stuff lately. There's so many things I want to blog about but I'm just much too lazy to screencap/upload/post/repeat cycle. I want to talk about Daisy Lowe, Skins (series 2!), Gossip Girl, the differences between Skins and Gossip Girl, Blair Waldorf vs. Cassie Ainsworth (stylewise).

I want to talk about clothes, fashion, stuff I want to buy, my DIY projects thanks to Skins and the SKINS AUDITIONS that I can never attend because
a) I'm not British
b) I'm not anywhere near London

Oh how I love London. I want to go back. Brick Lane. Camden market. Oxford Circus. H&M. Comme des Garcons. Uniqlo. American Apparel. Beyond Retro and of course, TOPSHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Labels: bunch of nonsense, Editorial

I freaking love Thailand. F.T. Island loves Thailand. KAT-TUN and DBSK have been to Thailand. Wonder Girls are going to Thailand. WHAT DO WE HAVE IN COMMON HERE??

THAILAND. :(

I won't lie, I also love Thai bands: Golf&Mike, K-OTIC, Nice 2 Meet U, Payu (Clark), Knes, etc..
Oh! Speaking of Knes, when I went to Thailand last November, I saw Knes in Siam Paragon(?)Center(?). I was blown away, totally blown away. I think he was promoting his single "Play".


Hot Thai brothers, Golf and Mike.
F.T. Island, I'm already sad, how could you do this to me. Why must you go to Thailand and look so damn, bloody, freaking cute/hot/handsome. Why did you have to play Songkran with everyone. Why did you have to use WINNIE THE FREAKING POOH WATERGUNS. I'm dying. Really, just dying here. I'm only a few miles down South of Bangkok, come back to Malaysia. Please? :(






Jung Hoon looking like a freaking hot pimp in Bangkok.
Even wet, with ugly pimp glasses and Winnie the Pooh watergun in hand, they never cease to look hot.

Already died inside long ago.

Don't even want to post pics of their concert. Looking at those make me so depressed that my Won Bin experience can't cheer me up. I won't be posting my own press conference/videos anytime soon. I shed a tear everytime I look at those.


Excuse me while I go cry myself to sleep. I just realised Won Bin wore WHITE PANTS to play Songkran. *nose bleed*

Labels: depression, fangirling, FT Island

Right now I feel like an old lady. An old lady with a really BAD back. We were doing dips in dance class today and had to do the reverse wave and halfway through I heard something in my body go "CRACK!"like, literally. I dread tomorrow.

ANYWAY,

Sports Day is finally over, which means NO MORE STAYING BACK IN SCHOOL, yay. For the past week I've been staying back till 4.30 p.m. just to help out with the decorations and prepare my dang mascot costume. Oh well. Anyway results are, I didn't win for mascot but we did win for house deco. Do I regret not winning? I guess, but then again I didn't spend RM100+ on my costume so kudos to the winner. I'm just happy I got lots of wonderful compliments from Puan Hong, Datin Kathleen and one really wonderful Alumni who praised me to no end. Thanks for making my day even though I didn't win.

Currently obsessed with Jewelry's "One More Time" dance. It's just awesome, even more so when SS501 (HELLO, HYUN JOONG?!!! not that I like them *cough*) joins.




If Jewelry ever decide to re-recruit new members, I'd like to audition for the rapper. I get to dance, sing (occasionally/chorus), and rap in incomprehendable English.

See, I already qualify. In fact, I'm over-qualified. I can speak and pronounce English properly. And I dress better. : )

I'll post pics some other time. Right now I'm kind of depressed (again) because F.T. Island just performed in Thailand (WON BIN DANCED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;_;) and my refund does not look like it's coming anytime soon. (No new red jeans/hat/white sunglasses/scarf)

Labels: dance, depression, FT Island, Sports Day 2008

Not only is that an FT Island song but I guess it would definitely describe my mood right now. I feel sooo much better now that I know the truth and you know what?

I am very glad they canceled the concert.


Seriously, no joke. After trawling forum after forum and finally reading everyone's experiences, comments and press release, I finally understand and applaud F.T. Island and their management for their decision. I'm lazy to type the reason why, but it was definitely a very valid one. Now, all I want is for FT to reschedule a time to return (WITH BETTER ORGANIZERS) and my refund back so I can go shop for new red jeans, new scarf and new white sunglasses. :P Oh, and now more than ever I want my Hong Gi haircut.

Besides, someone prolific (a talk show host I won't name for reasons) once said, : "You first have to fail to succeed." Wise words from someone I don't even like. But it might be true. Who knows... something good might happen from this for me :D (a photo with a famous celeb perhaps?)


Alright, SUPER JUNIOR ONWARDS!

I'll post the fan meeting photos soon. Lazy to resize everything after all the work I did for the forums.

Labels: FT Island